Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Please don't hurt me anymore

A day taking degenerative disease
Unlucky state only meant to displease

A forced upon environment not meant for children
Unwanted hate and cruelty is going to kill them

The outcast yes the unlucky few 
You saw them get hurt and didn't care yes they knew

Say one thing to your face next day it's a lie
I'll give you some truth you make them want to die

It's a crime you commit everyday
You tear the down with those wicked words you say

It's socially acceptable to commit genocide
That's all this is it's the facts you can't hide

Separated, segregated, bullied, and teased 
The horrible way you treat people must make you quite pleased

Sleeping soundly with no nightmares around
Stimuli are to real saviors that are no where to be found

You wake up and smile occasionally sigh 
I fall asleep drowning as I cry


Untitled

Misplaced 
Mistaken
Misunderstood...
A girl not titled by little or large
Untraced 
Untouchable
Unheard...
Unchallenged this girl will never take charge
A second
A step 
A stride...
Going to the ends of the earth to find it
Lost 
Lonely
Loose...
Her heart a lonely and bottomless pit
Loved 
Inafraid 
Alive...
A breath of fresh air from a dusty sleep
A quest of faith close to a jump not quite a leap.

Goodbye

Fresh cut grass and a wave of heat
Steps walk past me to go find a seat

A stabbing in my chest
Salt floods my mouth

Tightly pulled fingers 
And air tries to get out

Glancing at death 
Letting weakness consume me

I only realized when she was gone
What I wanted to be

A builder of history
A teller of time
A giver of kindness
A guide from crime

Soft hands rest on my shoulder
A weight on my chest heavy like a boulder

Faces smeared from rain
Weak hugs due to shame 

I love you and miss you so much 
I wanted to let you know it's my heart that you touched

Dedicated to: Martha p. Slatts (gran-gran)

No one



As they dance upon my spine 
I'm coming to an end
They will never truly see
What it means to be me

I'm sorry it's all I know how to say
I'm always wrong and always in the way

I don't try very hard trouble tends to find me
I wish what people saw wasn't just skin deep

In the wild a rose is strong and bright
They are prized by size for they're such a beautiful sight

I don't want boys eyes 
I know I'm no real prize

It's not much I have to give you
No pretty face will kiss you

I'll try I promise I will
A heart this empty looking for anyone to fill

I'm broken and the original wasn't much better 
I've got a habit of bringing bad wether

As they dance upon my spine I smile
With no more reasons I find these moments my friend 
The floors not so bad to me 
I know in the end that's were I'm meant to be.