ecstasy

I  t
    r
      i
       p
        p
         e
           d
               falling d
                           o
                            w
                            n
                               the rabbit hole.
Hitting my face when I landed.

it felt so good

Alice said there would be tea but, I haven't any room to drink.

I can feel it

Like an ache

An emptiness

I crave it

it soothed me

and now

I pay mommies for a lullaby

It hurts

so fucking good.

Like what nonsense should feel like on your tongue.

Full of wisdom

No words

Before, I had nothing

Now, I have

A Rabbit Hole.